Tangled up in you.

I swallowed hard, grasping her hand in mine. I pulled it up to my lips, sucking the juice off of her finger, my eyes locked with hers. I kept her finger in my mouth, letting my tongue slide over her finger before slowly pulling it out. "Mmm, tastes good!"

My body stiffened, not in the bad way, no... in the very very good way. "Jackson.." I said softly, my cheeks burning bright red. "I..." I swallowed slightly, unable to pull my hand from his grasp. Unable to think straight.. damn hormones!

I pulled her closer to me. She didn't stop what I had done. I kissed her. I pressed my lips against hers and kissed her deeply. I pulled her body against mine and deepened our kiss. I wasn't going to let anything stop me right now. I was going to go as far as she would let me, and from the way her body was responding to mine, I could tell she wanted it as much as I did.

Stoppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp! My head was screaming it so loudly I could barely function... but I didn't stop. I knew I should... God believe me I knew I should... yet... I still kept going. Still kept kissing, I even let my arms wrap around his neck and deepened the damn kiss!

I slid my hand down over her side, down to her thigh and then up under my shirt, caressing her stomach and up to the side of her breast. I cupped it, kissing her even more, my tongue massaging hers as my fingers pebbled her nipple to hardness, nothing unlike how hard I was getting for her.

I let out a low moan deep in my throat, my fingers curling more into his neck, my back arching slightly as I straddled his lap more. I pulled my lips back, moving over his chin, and down to his neck, where I sucked and bit ever so softly. THIS.IS.WRONG. And yet... my brain didn't listen.

I groaned, pulling my shirt that she wore up and over her head. Sitting up slightly, I leaned down, taking her breast into my mouth. I sucked on it slightly, paying equal attention to her other breast, lifting my hips up to her. I wanted her to feel my arousal, even through my tight jeans. "Abigail..."

"Jackson," I whimpered, my head falling back, my thighs tightening at the feel of his cock against my panties. "Oh.." I whispered, starting to unzip his jeans.

I kicked loose my pants and off onto the floor. "God, baby!" I needed to be inside her, but I didn't know how much longer I could hold out and I didn't want to risk her coming to her senses. I slid her panties down and off of her, helping her slip them off before helping her pull my boxers down. I was so glad we didn't have to worry about condoms. She was pregnant and I could feel her completely all the way around me. I reached between her legs, rubbing at her bare clit.

I laid back more on the bed, wrapping my legs around his naked waist, gasping when I felt his finger against my clit. "Jackson!" I whispered in a heavy moan. "Oh, yes!" I said, biting my lip and staring up at him.

"God, baby!" I groaned. "I need to feel you, baby. I need to feel you!" I let my fingers dip inside her first. She was so wet. I could feel her dripping down my fingers. I could only imagine how she was going to feel around my cock. I pulled my fingers from her and shifted so I could slide into her. Closing my eyes, I groaned out loud. "Oh, yes, Abigail!"

"Jackson," I whimpered softly, my fingers curling into his shoulders, my nails digging ever so slightly there. He felt so incredible inside of me... I couldn't... breathe... or think.. or feel. All I could do was sit and enjoy this. "Ohhhh!" I moaned, kissing him deeply, lifting my hips up more toward him.

I picked up the pace only slightly. God, she felt so damn good! I loved making love to my Abigail. I pushed in and out of her, enjoying each and every thrust into her. "Godddd!!"

I bit my lip, gasping loudly. "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh God!" I whispered roughly as my walls started to tighten. "Oh, Jackson!"

I didn't want this to end so quickly, but I knew there was no stopping it. I pushed more and more into her until I felt my balls tighten up. Then there it was. I exploded deep within her. "Abigaaaaaaaiiiiillll!!!"

I whimpered softly, letting the orgasm flow through my body. My legs fell to the side, but my hands stayed on his shoulders. I gently moved them over to his back and rubbed back and forth as my own body settled.

I did my best to stay up, not falling down on her. Looking down at her, I ran my fingers through her hair. "You're so beautiful, baby. So beautiful." I leaned down, pressing my lips to hers. God, I loved this woman. More than anything in the world, I loved this woman.

Reality came crashing down and I felt like my heart stopped. "Oh, God..." I whispered. "I did it again. I cheated on someone, again! Why can't I stop! I'm such a... a... God! I'm so stupid!" I pushed him back, tears bubbling in my eyes before scooping up my clothes and going to the bathroom. I slammed the door shut and started to change into my clothes so I could leave. I can't believe I just went and did the same thing to Jeff I had done to Jackson. Why couldn't I STOP doing this?!? What was wrong with me??!?!? I cried softly as I pulled my clothes on. I walked out of the bedroom, grabbing my shoes and slipping them on. "Please don't call me.." I walked out of the bedroom, crying as I did. I was so ashamed of myself. I always let my hormones get the best of me. I never stopped and thought... I always did this!

I pulled my pants up, following her out of the room. "Wait, Abigail. Wait! Just wait!" I sighed heavily, coming up to her at the door. "You're not stupid, baby! You're not! God, you're not! I love you! We're meant to be together! Can't you see that? We're meant to be together!"

"Please, just leave me alone. For good. Have Hannah bring Kyle over from now on." I pushed past him, out the door and took the steps down and out to the street. Taking a cab home.