You ok?

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It had taken a little long than I'd wanted to get away, but I told Luke I just needed a breather. He'd been a little hovering since I got home because of the head, but I just needed a breather. It was true, but it wasn't the real reason. I slipped in the back door of the school and through the locker room. Opening Dante's officer door, I saw him already inside. Shutting the door behind me, I bit my lip, smiling brightly. "Hey..."

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I had been finishing up setting the Chinese food on the table when I heard the door open. "Hey, beautiful.." I said before walking over and flipping the lock on my door. I had told Guin I was going to work to get some stuff done and left.. which I suppose was slightly true. But not really. I slid the shades down and grabbed Bianca kissing her deeply. "I missed you.. and I had to see you."

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I smiled, holding him tightly to me. "I missed you." I could see something in his eyes and it made me worry. After the way we had started the other night, and me misunderstanding what he was trying to say to me, I hoped I could understand if there was something he needed to say now. "Are you alright?" I asked, running my fingers through the hair on the back of his head.

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"I went home today.." i couldn't not tell her. This affected her as well. "and planned on telling Guin it was over.. she's my wife.. and before I could say it.. she... she..." I took in a deep breath. "told me she was pregnant."

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I blinked, letting my arms fall slightly. Nodding my head slowly, I pulled back, even if his arms were still wrapped around me. "Congratulations...?" It had come out in a question more than a statement. I didn't know what I was supposed to feel.

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"No.. it's not a congratulations type of thing.. it's a shit this sucks ass crack moment.. because I didn't want a kid.. and now.." I sighed. "Say how you're feeling.. please.."

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"I don't know, honestly." I leaned back against his arms as he continued to hold me. I didn't want him to let go, but I didn't know what else to do but just stand here in his arms. "That's your baby... I'd hate to be in... Guin?'s shoes right now... Are you still... is it over with you two... or with us?"

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"Not over with us.. no matter what." I told her tipping her head and looking at her. "That will never happen.. but I don't know what to do about Guin.. I don't know.. I really don't. I wish I knew what the right answer here was.."

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Biting my lip, I gave him the best smile I could. "I don't know what to say." I wasn't even 16 yet, for Pete's sake. What could a 15 year old have to say that would mean anything? "I don't know what to say that doesn't make me out to be the homewrecker that I am." Wow, did I seriously just say that? "I don't know your wife, but I am selfish and I want you all to myself."

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"You aren't a homewrecker. My home was in shambles before you even came in the picture." I kissed her forehead. "I don't want to be with Guin... but maybe to avoid stress it's best to be with her till our baby is born.."

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I nodded my head. "We can't really do anything about us for years anyway. I mean, if there was another school in this one horse town, I would transfer, but there's still the issue of me being ... younger. I could emancipate, but that still doesn't take me out of this school." I had thought of emancipating, divorcing my parents when they first decided to jet off across the world, but then they said we could stay with the Matthews'. Now, I just wanted to be on my own and not in school anymore. Then being with Dante wouldn't be an issue. "Stay with Guin, even if it's just for the baby."

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"Even if I love you. I have too and I love you even more for understanding." I said, grabbing her face and kissing her.

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I kissed him, smiling softly. When we pulled away, I let my shoulders roll softly in a shrug. "I understand, but I don't like it. I don't like any of this, but I lo--" I cut myself off quickly, coughing slightly, "like you a lot. I'dd do anything for what we have here, even if its in secret."

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"Why did you just stop yourself from saying love? When I said it so freely?" I asked, raising my brow. Forgetting my problem at home and focusing on right here.

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I blushed, turning my head down slightly. "I thought it was my ears playing tricks on me. Do you really mean it? Do you... do you love me?"

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"Yes, that's the only thing that explains what this is here.." I touched her hand and made it touch my chest. "I love you, Bianca."

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I swallowed softly, smiling brightly up at him and gripping at his shirt softly. "I love you too," I spoke softly, trembling like a leaf. "I thought I was some foolish schoolgirl, feeling like I do. But I love you, Dante. I really do."